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Date:2005-08-06 05:01 am
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Date:2005-06-28 05:22 pm
Subject:Only One...
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Mood: bouncy

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

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Date:2005-06-27 03:34 pm
Subject:Great Romances...
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Mood: indescribable

"A beautiful girl can make you dizzy
Like youve been drinking jack and coke all morning
She can make u feel high
Full a single greatest commodity known to man
Promise promise of a better day
Promise of a greater hope
Promise of a new tomorrow
This particular aura can be found in the gait of a beautilful girl
In her smile & in her soul & the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like its gonna be ok..."


So, I said I would be back, and I have returned "I love the way you’d roll excuses off the tip of your tongue as I slowly fall apart " I haven't done much today so far..it's been raining here, but I woke up worked out alittle, and then did some stuff around the apartment like cleaning since it hasn't been cleaned in awhile and it was pretty dirty lol. Now I have some clothes in the washer because I have nothing left to wear..at all!! I have been thinking over a lot of my life recently and what I should do with it...I have a couple roads I have been thinking of taking, but I just can't decide...It's funny when you think everything couldn't get any better then one little thing changes and you have to rethink everything. Well anyway my birthday is coming up in less then a month now..the big 2-1, and I still don't know what to yet...any ideas?? Should I go get totally shitfaced? lol...I know if I could get one thing in the world for my boirthday I do know what that is, I doubt I will get that...but I'm not telling because I can still wish and hope and if you tell it wont come true. Well thats it for now webheads...I will return

"All I have are pictures of you and broken dreams to hold on to..."

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Date:2005-06-26 08:43 pm
Subject:I'm gonna smile...even if it kills me
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Mood: confused

Hey all you webheads, I haven't wrote in here a like a week or so, but I have reasons for that...today was...well I don't know what today was, it was different. The beginning of it I was hit with some bad news, and I didn't know how to handle it, and then I went to philly for a little, partly trying to bump into someone and I did, and that was awesome and...Everything is just so confusing right now. While I was in philly though I stopped in Target and picked up BAtman the Animated Series Volume 3, now I have all three. Then a stop at my Aunts to check the mail and borrow something from my cousin for X-box since he is gone for the summer. Then a stop to the comic book store to try and cheer me up, but they didn't have what I wanted so, it didn't have the full effect i hoped it would. I went to my moms afterward to say hi and stay for dinner but it was only around three then so I decided to see Batman Begins again since I got a free movie pass in that Batman animated series DVD. Anyway I brought mypunching bag back to my apartment and rigged it up somehow and work it over for awhile...

"there's nothing without you. the days once had are through.
i'm lost, broken, confused but i won't give up on you ..."

"I still wait for the phone in the middle of the night
Thinkin' you might call me if your dreams don't turn out right
And it still amazes me that I lie here in the dark
Wishin' you were next to me, your head against my heart
If you asked me how I'm doing I'd say just fine
But the truth is baby, if you could read my mind
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you...."

Well I guess that is it for now, but I will be back like always, it might take time, but I do return to you and always will...until next time webheads...goodbye

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Date:2005-06-25 11:07 pm
Subject:Lost, Broken, Confused
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Mood: restless

did you get scared standing alone in the crowd?
did you give up when i was nowhere to be found?
did you get tired of being left all alone?
do you feel better now that you're on your own?
there's nothing without you. the days once had are through.
i'm lost, broken, confused but i won't give up on you ...
tonight all i see is your face on everyone else.
and now i know how scared you were all by yourself.
when the phone rings do you ever hope that it's me?
do you ever dream of a day when we will still be?
there's nothing without you. the days once had are through.
i'm lost, broken, confused but i won't give up on you ...
tonight i'll lie here all alone wondering what our future holds.
and my life should fall apart would you still care?
would you still care? there's nothing without you.
the days once had are through.
i'm lost, broken, confused (lost, broken, confused) but ...
i won't give up on you (won't give up on you) [x2]. tonight.

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Date:2005-06-18 08:39 pm
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Mood: blah

Hello world, Yes I know it has been awhile, but iam really gonna try to update this as much as I can. I have alittle more time on my hands now, if you know me you know why, but that had t happen and I can't do anything to fix it but keep on going, and going, and going...like the engergizer bunny lol...except in blue not pink! Yuck! Pink! I'm going to see Batman Begins tonite with some people...I hope it is good, considering a bunch of you people have IMed me and told me it was realy good..better not be lying or I'll you all down lol...We wil see if it lives up to my standards. My cousins and Aunt left for greece on tuesday for the summer..I was gonna go but i didn't for a couple reason, one was becuz someone didn't want me to go, and the other was becuz they are going for the entire summer but i actually could have just went for like a month or so, but it's too late now I guess...Oh well if i went I would have missed out on Batman and Fantastic Four probbaly...but this summer will probbaly be fun, I turn the big 2-1 and i'm saving up my money to drive a Nextel Cup car over at the pocono speedway..Oh and City of Villians comes out so let it all flow and Rock & Roll...later web heads

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Date:2005-06-18 08:26 pm
Subject:Now and Forever By Richard Marx
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Mood: weird

Whenever I'm weary from the battles that rage in my head
You make sense of madness when my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you seem to understand
Now and forever I will be your man.

Sometimes I just hold you
Too caught up in me to see
I'm holding a fortune that heaven has given to me
I'll try to show you each and every way I can
Now and forever I will be your man

Now I can rest my worries and always be sure
That I won't be alone anymore
If I'd only known you were there all the time
All this time

Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sand
Now and forever I will be your man
Now and forever I will be your man

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Date:2005-05-09 11:42 pm
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Mood: weird

So....I know it's been awhile but things happen and change. It's not like many people have this link, and the ones that do don't read this so I don't know why I even write in here sometimes but I do.

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Date:2004-11-27 03:12 am
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spider
Hey, You're the friendly neighborhood Spiderman!!!
You're cool cuz you're nice, you try to please
everyone, and above all, you are humble. Those
powers of yours are for good only. No messing
around.


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Date:2004-11-27 03:04 am
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Mood: tired







You are a Slutcom 2, also known as the a lil' sleazy level of slutcom. You hook up with people on a semi-regular basis. You may hook up with random people sometimes, especially in a drunken stupor. How far you go will vary widely, but the options are more open and based on the heat of the moment. You hook up more than average, but that's OK.



Take the slutcom litmus test!

The slutcom litmus test originated in A Word of Advice.


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Date:2004-11-09 01:16 am
Subject:SUPERMAN: STRENGTH
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Mood: tired


What is the true source of Superman's strength? Find out in this 3-issue Prestige Format miniseries written by Scott McCloud (UNDERSTANDING COMICS, REINVENTING COMICS) with art by Aluir Amancio (SUPERMAN ADVENTURES) and Terry Austin (Uncanny X-Men, SUPERMAN ADVENTURES) and astounding painted covers by Alex Ross!

A young Clark Kent watches in awe as his supernatural abilities steadily grow, and he stands at the brink of a new world of power and possibilities. But for the first time, he finds reason to question the limits that his adopted parents have placed on him.

Confronting the consequences of his actions, Superman must forge in steel the moral world-view that proves to be the source of Superman's real strength!

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Date:2004-11-06 10:38 pm
Subject:It's always you and my big dreams...
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Mood: weird

Hey...I know..it's been awhile, and a lot has happened, many many things. Good and bad, happy and sad. But I've gotten through it, and I am still alive, I think. lol. "If this it what it takes just to lie with my mistakes and live with what I did to you and all the hell I put you through..". I was just in my old room and a flood of memories came back, and one thing was days like this, when I would just sit here and write in here. It really feels that everything has been better for the past couple months, I couldn't be living in a better place, with any better people. Just relaxin and enjoying the days as they pass. I just wanted to write something in here to show that I am still alive, which I am, unless I've been cloned, in that case shoot to kill. I am really going to try to keep up with this again. Well until next time...
"Dont say that everything's working, when everything's broken, and you smile like a saint but you curse like a salior"

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Date:2004-04-20 01:12 am
Subject:Rufio, Rufio, Ru - Fi - O!!
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Mood: blank

"I, I won't worry my life away...I won't worry my life away..."

Two more weeks, two more weeks, two more weeks...I just have to keep telling myself that. Two more weeks until I'm done with all this bullshit. I have so much work that is due tomorrow it's not even funny. I have two Poltical Science papers due tomorrow, one has to be five pages with a pretentation and the other two pages. The five page paper is basically a research paper on Greece's government and political parties but i have like no info on that yet. So I'll probably be up all night working on these papers, but that it matters because the last night I actually slept more then two hours was last Wednesday. I can't really sleep lately, I don't know why, I just stay up and I don't really care, I'll evenually pass out and sleep for like a week or so when my body get tired enough. Maybe it will be while I'm driving and then I'd go in a coma and get some good sleep. hahaha..that would be funny...anyways I guess that's it for the moment, maybe if I get bored I'll post later. Until next time don't forget to neuter and spade your pets!

"Nothing last forever and it's call November Rain"

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Date:2004-04-19 10:37 pm
Subject:bother...
Security:Public
Mood: blah

Wish I was too dead to cry,
the self-affliction fades,
stones to throw at my creator,
Masochist to which I cater.

You dont need to bother
I dont need to be
Ill keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I wont let go til it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed i cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
For this I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You dont need to bother
I dont need to be
Ill keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I wont let go til it bleeds

Wish I died instead of lived
The zombie hides my face
Shelf forgotten with its memories
Diaries left with cryptic entries

You dont need to bother
I dont need to be
Ill keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I wont let go til it bleeds

You dont need to bother
I dont need to be
Ill keep slipping farther
But once I hold on Ill never look down my deceits

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Date:2004-04-19 01:46 pm
Subject:whatever haha
Security:Public
Mood: chipper

hmm...what can I say to certain things, certain comment. I don't get mad anymore, because I could care less about what happens int he world, but one thing that always bugged me and still bugs me, is when people make certain plans and can never keep them or then change them for certain reasons. Reminds me of older times, that's why I hate making them. People change their minds to much, don't know what they want. One second they're here and the next they're way over there. Like a republican switching over to a democrat after he is elected. This weekend I decided why I don't care about anything anymore, I just don't give a fuck, I don't need anything or anyone.

" I'm not ashamed to be the person that I am today"
- Staind

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Date:2004-04-18 05:26 am
Subject:from the places no one has been...
Security:Public
Mood: restless

Well, I haven't really written in here in a couple days. There are factors for that, some I rather not talk about. Kind of in a rut, but that's fine, just need a new change of things. Maybe see some old faces, since school is almost out and I should have some more time. This upcoming week is gonna be weird and hard (if you know me well you'll know why). Not thinking about it usually helps, it's easier to do that then actually come to terms with it. I've been thinking a lot lately, about different stuff.. Life, past, present, future. What I want to do. I think about things out there, things I don't have to deal with. Will I be doing the right thing with the direction I plan on taking? Will Can I help? or is it another thing I should do? Any comments? Should I help protect the law, or help people hide behind it? Who knows... I wonder by not doing this or something in life if I would look back and say I wonder what would have happen if I went that way, if I would have talked to her. Regret can be a strong force in this world. I think that we will always have something in life we regret, I know I have things I wish I never had done and things I wish I have, mostly in the past. Things might not be the best right now, hell, I wish they could be much better, but I don't thing I would change them. Maybe things in life are suppose to go the way they do. Maybe lives are predetermined and paths are chosen. We will never know. Friday I saw The Punisher. It was a great movie, I would suggest it to everyone, even if you don't care about comics, I think it has a deeper meaning to it. How life can just seem so perfect for a moment and then it could be turned upside down in a second. How everything that means the world to you can be taken away before you even realize it. It's 5 am and I'm just sitting here... I haven't slept since Wednesday night, I have been up every single night, it blows too, because no one at all is online all night. Anyway I feel like I just rambled on, bored you, and wasted your time. Well, until next time don't forget to neuter and spade your pets!

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Date:2004-04-17 09:24 pm
Subject:Broken
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Mood: lonely

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel light when you're gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel light when you're gone away

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Date:2004-04-16 06:50 pm
Subject:It's not vengeance, It's Punishment...
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Mood: excited

this is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before
somebody shake me
cuz i
i must be sleeping

[chorus]
now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all in the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and i'm not ashambed to be the person that i am today

these are my words
that i've never said before
i think i'm doing okay
and this is the smile
that i've never shown before

somebody shake me cuz i
i must be sleeping

[chorus]

i'm so afraid of waking
please don't shake me
afraid of waking
please don't shake me

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Date:2004-04-16 07:45 am
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title or description

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Date:2004-04-15 12:13 pm
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Mood: uncomfortable

you, doing that thing you do breaking my heart into a million pieces
like you always do and you don't mean to be cruel you never even knew
about the heartache i've been goin' through well, i try and try to forget you girl
but it's just so hard to do every time you do that thing you do and i,
know all the games you play and i'm gonna find a way to let you know
that you'll be mine someday cause we, could be happy,
can't you see if you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
and keep you here with me i don't ask a lot girl but i know one thing's
for sure it's the love i haven't got girl and i just can't take it anymore....
cause it hurts me so just to see you go around with someone new
and if i know you, you're doin' that thing every day,
just doing that thing i can't take you doing that thing you do

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